Monday, August 25, 2008

Exhausted.

Weakness takes over my physical and emotional desire to be strong and the cognitive dissonance cause my thoughts to only add to the exhaustion. I have no doubt that my Jesus is near, my insecurity is in my ability to reach out to Him; having said that my ability to reach Him does not effect His ability to reach me. If there is anything good in me it is because of His generosity. I am weak. He is strong. I am nothing. His is everything. I am insecure. He is stable. Still, I am me, created in His image.

3 comments:

113 said...

I hold your arms up when you no longer can. You are never alone. I run every step with you. I'm proud of you!

God is able.
God is able.
To deliver,
From the fire.
He will rescue, those who serve Him, When the flames are burning higher.

Love does this!!!

Cindy said...

I love you so much! I am in admiration of your strong will and faith to live in and for the Lord. Sometimes, I feel I am better talking through quotes, so here's a few:

"Without faith a man can do nothing; with it all things
are possible."
- Sir William Osler

" No matter how steep the mountain - the Lord is going to climb it with you." - Helen Steiner Rice


"Live for today, but hold your hands open to tomorrow. Anticipate the future and its changes with joy. There is a seed of God's love in every event, every unpleasant situation in which you may find yourself."
- Barbara Johnson

Laurie said...

Janice -
I cannot say that I know what you are going through because I don't. You have been so strong thus far and I pray for your speedy recovery. Dan updates me daily. I know how deeply he cares about you and the smiles you have brought to his face thus far. Keep your dreams upfront and keep your sweet bubbly attitude and you will beat this demon. Take care and God Bless You!